Do you ever sit there in silence while everything is moving along around you like life should be, and something crosses your mind. Somebody so sweet and bitter….something you want back so dearly but afraid it would never be the same again? I do….I remember the way you used to make me feel so special, I would say something about getting hurt and you would kiss it to make it feel better and say you hated whatever hurt me (like my straightener burning me once leaving a small scar) or the way you would tell and make me feel beautiful and flawless despite all those gorguse girls on this earth, how now all you want back is what you had without the damage it’s been caused, how we can flirt like we used to but were not a couple anymore….what are we anyways? I want it back, to go back and change how you felt before you went and changed it all so I could somewhat fix it, Instead of sitting here alone in my room full of regret, sorrow, sadness, bitter sweetness, and loneliness because I compare every guy I meet now to you because when I held you, I had finally say I have held my entire world in my hands as cliche as it sounds it’s true…I just miss everything.